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22 March 2012 @ 08:32 am
BETTER THAN I KNOW MYSELF  
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Title: Better Than I Know Myself
Author: later2nite
Pairing: Brian and Justin
A/N: Written for the Evil Kinney Girls project for guavejuice's birthday.

Prompt - 'Trespassing'. I chose - 'Better Than I Know Myself'.

Happy Birthday, Vered! May your special day be filled with happiness and love.

A/N 2: This is the third chapter in the continuing series entitled: "THE NEW US STORIES".


Previous chapters:

1) Decisions

2) The Best Time Of Our Life




BETTER THAN I KNOW MYSELF



"This has been a whirlwind of a day!" Justin gushed, marveling at the view of Central Park from his penthouse picture window. "Brian, come and look at this. You get off on breezing into town and taking charge of everything, don't you?" he laughed.

Creeping up behind him, Brian's arms encircled Justin's waist, drawing him backward against his lanky frame. "I get off on you," he murmured, his lips brushing lightly over the sensitive skin just below his boyfriend's ear. Resting his chin lazily on Justin's shoulder, he gazed with him at the incredible scenery before them. "Tomorrow we start apartment hunting, but tonight- " His rapidly swelling dick poked at Justin's ass through layers of worsted wool and denim. " -tonight, we celebrate."

Justin's body reacted from head to toe when Brian playfully nuzzled the side of his neck. Shuffling them toward the bed, he agreed an all-out celebration was in order. "The new us," he uttered confidently, daring the concept to stick around and make itself at home. Clothes flying, their freed cocks hardened, leaking with every kiss.

Palms skimming reverently over Justin's chest, Brian's fingertips massaged his erect nipples. "Fuck! I've missed this," he whispered into his silky hair, then, "I've missed... you," escaped more audibly. Fucking self-discovery, he mused, grinning smugly at how painless it had become to share. Reaching for one of the condoms he'd dumped on the nightstand shortly after they'd been shown into the elegant Four Seasons suite, Brian held it in front of Justin's face. "Put it on me," he smiled, his cock bobbing in anticipation.

Justin pumped Brian's dick a few times, sucking the pre-cum noisily from his fingers. "I've craved tasting you for so long, Brian. You don't know how tough it was for me not to turn around and head back home after the first two days here." Rolling the condom down Brian's long shaft, his hole physically ached to be filled with it. "Fuck me!" flew frantically out of his mouth as he turned onto his stomach, spreading his legs and lifting his ass.

"Christ!" Brian groaned, smoothly bending to jut his tongue between Justin's parted ass cheeks. He licked the crack of his ass down to his balls and back up again several times, drenching it with his saliva. Grasping for Justin's pulsing dick, Brian pushed his tongue as far into his hole as it would go, jacking him off and tongue fucking him at the same time. His condom-wrapped cock screamed for attention.

"Jesus, Brian! That feels so fucking good!" Writhing around, Justin ended up on his hands and knees, taking Brian's cock down to the base with one long shove, clenching his muscles around it tightly.

Drops of hot, milky fluid moistened Brian's hand as he tugged and twisted Justin's pink, throbbing cock, smearing the slick, natural lube around its head. He felt Justin quiver with pleasure when he rubbed the pad of his thumb into his slit. Jamming the tip of his ramrod-hard cock into Justin's prostate over and over, Brian gasped for air as his balls tightened, his cum boiling up and out of them in endless spurts. "God! Your ass!" he panted, squeezing Justin's slippery dick with just the right amount of pressure until it shot cum all over his hand.

Justin's body trembled, every nerve ending pinging in unison. Collapsing onto the bed in a sated heap, he couldn't stop smiling. "That was... fucking great," he simply moaned, unable to engage his brain in anything more strenuous.

Carefully dislodging his spent dick from Justin's round, fleshy ass, Brian tied off the condom and fell on top of him. He licked at the cum on his fingers then ran them softly over Justin's lips, shivering when his warm tongue emerged to lap at his own emission. "I swear to fuck, Justin, your ass is so tight! It's unreal! If I didn't know better -" Squinting, he folded his lips together for a brief moment, a bit surprised by the effect his next thought had on him. "- I'd say you haven't been fucked in, say, eight weeks?" His eyes locked onto Justin's, his time frame anything but random guess work.

Justin blinked slowly, giving a slight shrug. "If you didn't know better? Why is that so hard to believe? Tricking isn't much fun without you, you know!" Wiggling onto his side to face Brian, he grew serious. "I still can't believe you're here," he said softly, kissing Brian's eyes, nose, and chin. "That we're here. In this kickass hotel. Starting over. You've made your prince so happy."

"Yeah, well, I figure if you're brave enough to set out on this mission, the least I can do is be here for you while you conquer this fucking art world of yours." Stroking Justin's forehead, Brian gently swept the mussy yellow hair from his eyes. "Besides, I... I didn't like my life with you not in it. I knew you needed to be here if you were ever going to make it in this business, but letting you go? I wasn't prepared for what it would do to me."

Justin forced himself to lie quietly. Listening to Brian spill his guts was something he could definitely get used to. A fleeting image of life with a partner who wasn't emotionally dysfunctional floated through his mind, the sheer normalcy of it all exciting the hell out of him.

"...you know? Justin?" Brian paused, furrowing his brow. "Where'd you go?"

"The future."

"Is it any good?" Holding his breath, Brian wasn't sure he wanted to hear the answer to that. The extreme absurdity of his trusted mantra, No Apologies, No Regrets, was suddenly illuminated, every occasion he'd ever had to disappoint Justin, intentionally or not, showing up at that moment to taunt him.

Justin interlaced his fingers with Brian's, bringing their clasped hands up to his lips. "It's better than anything I could have imagined," he whispered, slowly kissing each of Brian's fingers. "It's better than anything we've ever known. You're gonna be amazed."

Guessing he must have done something right during the past five years, a sigh of relief emanated from Brian's pores. It felt fucking fabulous to be starting over with this young man who'd taught him how to love. He'd always been so sure of himself and his tactics, knowing precisely what he'd needed to do at all times to preserve the impenetrable Brian Kinney. But now...

"It's better than I know myself," he avowed, celebrating his profound insight with a great big sloppy kiss onto Justin's mouth.


The End
 
 
 
toshiani007: bjatoshiani007 on March 22nd, 2012 03:46 pm (UTC)
Loved it!!!
Hugs!!!
later2nite: hbveredlater2nite on March 23rd, 2012 09:25 pm (UTC)
Thanks, Ani. Glad you loved it!

Hugs ♥
mander3_swish: brian hearts justinmander3_swish on March 22nd, 2012 03:54 pm (UTC)
apparently I'm a jerk and haven't read the 1st 2 instalments! (...i'll have to get on that...perhaps after I finish writing...eek!)

"Where'd you go?"
"The future."
"Is it any good?"

I really adore this exchange! simply perfect!
later2nite: hbveredlater2nite on March 23rd, 2012 09:29 pm (UTC)
I think you've read them, not realizing they were the first 2 chapters of this. The first one was my Valentine's Day EKG fic, and the second one was my EKG fic for Carmen's birthday. I just decided to make a series out of them.

Glad you liked the exchange in this one. Thanks for reading.

Hugs ♥
7WildWaysUp7wildwaysup on March 22nd, 2012 04:21 pm (UTC)
Bright futures all around... Loved it... ~ Kathleen
later2nite: hbveredlater2nite on March 23rd, 2012 09:31 pm (UTC)
Thanks, Kathleen. Glad you loved it. "Bright futures all around." That phrase is so familiar. Is it from one of the qaf eps.? My brain just quit on me.

Hugs ♥
7WildWaysUp7wildwaysup on March 23rd, 2012 10:49 pm (UTC)
I think so, I believe its from a scene between Michael and Mel after JR was born in season five??? No idea which episode... ~ Kathleen
later2nite: hbveredlater2nite on March 23rd, 2012 11:55 pm (UTC)
Oh, thanks, Kathleen. I knew I'd heard that... just couldn't place the situation. Now I can just hear Mel's voice and see her smile. ♥
techgirl_on_ijtechgirl_on_ij on March 22nd, 2012 04:37 pm (UTC)
Aww, this is so romantic and sweet! And the sex is just as hot as the first time I read it:)

I love that they are still together♥
later2nite: hbveredlater2nite on March 23rd, 2012 09:35 pm (UTC)
Thanks so much. Yeah, I was just so proud of myself that my dead brain had finally come back to life... couldn't wait to show it to you. Glad you approved!

Hugs ♥

Edited at 2012-03-23 09:37 pm (UTC)
guavejuiceguavejuice on March 22nd, 2012 06:07 pm (UTC)
That was so brilliant my dear Linda!! Thank you so much for that amazing fic. I can't thank you enough.
*hugs you tight*
V.
later2nite: hbveredlater2nite on March 23rd, 2012 09:39 pm (UTC)
You're so welcome, Birthday Girl! I'm very happy that you liked it.

Hugs ♥
guavejuiceguavejuice on March 24th, 2012 06:56 am (UTC)
I did!!!
*hugs*
pet0511pet0511 on March 22nd, 2012 07:38 pm (UTC)
So very well written! Makes my heart all fussy and warm. Thank you for that!
Big hugs,
Pet
later2nite: hbveredlater2nite on March 23rd, 2012 09:42 pm (UTC)
Hi, Pet. Thank you for this very much appreciated comment. To hear that it's well written just makes my day! I'm so glad you liked it.

Hugs ♥
galehot: The naked guygalehot on March 22nd, 2012 08:22 pm (UTC)
Love the image they still together, always together.
Hot sex as ever too!!

Thanks for sharing!
Besos
later2nite: hbveredlater2nite on March 23rd, 2012 09:44 pm (UTC)
Thanks so much, Carmen. Yeah, they'll always be together in my head, forever and ever. Glad you liked it.

Hugs ♥
Rena: Birthday Vrainbow1907 on March 22nd, 2012 08:37 pm (UTC)
Awww, yay! So very lovely ♥ Thanks for continuing this series, and with such a yummy chapter too! Love it very much :) Rena *hugs*
later2nite: hbveredlater2nite on March 23rd, 2012 09:46 pm (UTC)
Thanks for this awesome comment, Rena. Makes me so happy that you like the continuation of this series.

Hugs ♥
meggi63: hot kissmeggi63 on March 22nd, 2012 10:05 pm (UTC)
It's heartwarming and beautiful and of course worth celebrating!
The future belongs to Brian and Justin.
Thanks for sharing, Linda! :)
later2nite: hbveredlater2nite on March 23rd, 2012 09:49 pm (UTC)
I'm so glad you liked it. Thanks for your sweet comment. It makes me so happy.

Hugs ♥
sjmpetssjmpets on March 22nd, 2012 10:35 pm (UTC)
Happiness at last...finally!

Lovely.
later2nite: hbveredlater2nite on March 23rd, 2012 09:52 pm (UTC)
Yes, they so deserve to be finally happy. Thanks for this beautiful comment.

Hugs ♥
Pam81: Happy Birthday Veredpam81 on March 22nd, 2012 10:50 pm (UTC)
*happy sigh*
I'm sure the future Justin saw, was simply perfect ♥
Loved this, Linda!
later2nite: hbveredlater2nite on March 23rd, 2012 09:54 pm (UTC)
Thank you, Pam. Yeah, their future looks pretty great right now. I'm so happy that you loved it.

Hugs ♥
Carolbrokeaholic on March 22nd, 2012 11:53 pm (UTC)
YES!!!! This is the way it should be. ♥
later2nite: hbveredlater2nite on March 23rd, 2012 09:58 pm (UTC)
I think so, too! My mission in life is to make them together and happy forever.

Hugs ♥
rockie2010: b/J picturerockie2010 on March 23rd, 2012 12:12 am (UTC)
It's great to finally see them happy together :)

Thanks for continuing their story.

"It's better than anything I could have imagined."

rockie
later2nite: hbveredlater2nite on March 23rd, 2012 10:01 pm (UTC)
Thanks, Rockie. Yeah, happy and together is the only way I can stand for their future to be. Glad you like the continuing story.

Hugs ♥
predec2predec2 on March 23rd, 2012 01:09 am (UTC)
Really enjoyed this! I like to think that Brian would be more open to expressing his feelings for Justin and I love the idea of them being happy in the future; much better than the ending of the show! Thanks for this happy vision.:) *Hugs* ~Kimberly
later2nite: hbveredlater2nite on March 23rd, 2012 10:09 pm (UTC)
Oh, yeah, I just thought it would be plausible for Brian to back off the walled up, tough guy routine as time went on, and finally let his feelings for Justin map his course. And as always, my mission in life is to abolish that lame ending of the show.

Glad you liked my happy vision! Hugs ♥
stellakinneystellakinney on March 23rd, 2012 10:57 am (UTC)
"Is it any good ?" Yes it is :D

Insecure Brian is adorable as protective Brian and your fic is beautiful ^_^
later2nite: hbveredlater2nite on March 23rd, 2012 10:12 pm (UTC)
Oh, you're so sweet to me! Thank you for saying my fic is beautiful! Those words mean so much to me. I'm very happy that you liked it.

Hugs ♥
Set your mind at rest and let your dreams run freemoonbrightnites on March 23rd, 2012 01:39 pm (UTC)
Love this!
It is all happy-making!
later2nite: hbveredlater2nite on March 23rd, 2012 10:14 pm (UTC)
Yep... happy-making is what I'm all about where our beautiful boys are concerned. I'm so happy that you loved it!

Hugs ♥
aaa_mazing: pic#116580626aaa_mazing on March 24th, 2012 02:39 pm (UTC)
All kinds of good: hot, sweet, IC.

Thanks for sharing!
later2nite: hbveredlater2nite on March 24th, 2012 04:28 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much. I'm happy that you liked it.

Hugs ♥
Bren1bongo1 on March 25th, 2012 09:12 am (UTC)
I loved every word! It made me picture them clearly in this universe and it makes me want more.
later2nite: hbveredlater2nite on March 25th, 2012 04:25 pm (UTC)
Oh, thank you so much! I'm happy that you like this universe. I am planning to continue with these "New Us' stories because i just love the thought of Brian finally able to function as a normal partner. Have you read the first 2 chapters of this 'verse?

Hugs ♥
Bren1bongo1 on March 26th, 2012 01:48 am (UTC)
I read all of it, and everything else you write. I'm proud of you!
later2nite: hbveredlater2nite on March 26th, 2012 02:56 am (UTC)
You are such a sweet friend. Thanks for the support. It means the world to me. ♥
JDjackboy69 on March 25th, 2012 05:16 pm (UTC)
I had to read the other two installment again to bring me up to date and i really like it Plus this chapter was freaking hot.I hope there's going to be more.

Nice job Linda:-)

Hugs<3

Jack(Your fellow Randy's freak)
later2nite: hbveredlater2nite on March 25th, 2012 06:59 pm (UTC)
Oh, thank you so much, my fellow Randy freak! So cool to know that you liked it and thought it was hot.

Yeah, when read in order, all 3 installments make up a new and different post-513 world, where Brian can finally break out of his mind funk. It's fun to write him this way. I will definitely keep going with it!

Hugs ♥
JDjackboy69 on March 28th, 2012 01:23 pm (UTC)
Oh.i forgot to ask.Did you use the title for this chapter from the Adam Lambert's song?

Hugs
<3
later2nite: hbveredlater2nite on March 28th, 2012 05:04 pm (UTC)
Yes, but not because I'm all fangirly over Adam Lambert. The prompt for all of the Evil Kinney Girls to write a fic for guavejuce on her birthday was to pick a song from his newest album because guavejuice is really into him. So, of all the titles I had to choose from, Better Than I Know Myself was the one that fit my fic the best.

Hugs ♥
Hike: Brian&Justinhikinggirl70 on June 22nd, 2014 12:39 am (UTC)
I love this ending better then how QAF ended the series. We all love happily ever after. ♥
later2nite: vered bdaylater2nite on June 24th, 2014 07:17 pm (UTC)
I so agree! We need the happily ever after. Thanks for the sweet comment. ♥